August 31, 2013 by jessxdress
To begin with I am just using “Cure” as what I’m sure the news media and many others would term it. This is something that all of us have likely wished for but never truly thought possible being the elimination of our desire to wear women’s clothing. If Super Multinational Pharmaceutical were to release a pill tomorrow that would remove all of your desires to crossdress with no side effects would you take it? Obviously it would be a very well selling drug as there are many people with these desires that have not embraced them and would swallow that pill faster than you could say “I’m a man now”. There would be ethical issues of parents treating their children, Governments debating making it mandatory and Doctors (not all of them and perhaps even a minority) saying that any who have this horrible disease should take this pill. The question is for us who have embraced and learned to love crossdressing would we be able to swallow that pill? It would certainly make life easier in many respects as we would no longer have this “deviant” behaviour, we would have money to spend on other activities and we would not fear the neighbours finding out. If we decided not to take the pill we would need reasons as we would be making a choice and up to this point our choices have been to fulfill our desires or not but now we could be free from those desires. If you were to give up crossdressing what sort of impact would that have on your life? We have friends and experiences that are interrelated to dressing and even though our significant others may be accepting or have even embraced our alterative wardrobe it still causes stress. What would it feel like to pull on a pair of panties after we have been “cured” of our affliction? Would we all of a sudden be disgusted with putting them? I am trying to contemplate how I would feel about all these years of doing what I have done and the peace I have found by coming closer to terms with this part of who I am and then to have that part of me disappear may actually make it harder for a while to readjust. I don’t really mind being a crossdresser most of the time and so I would be unlikely to swallow that pill.